Friday, January 30, 2009

Monday, November 24, 2008

I'vea new blog

http://politah.wordpress.com/

こんばんわ

today I felt upset about my job and my salory very very low
it can't help me
yah I don't need it these days but how it help me in future
really very sad

I don't know how co,e I feel lil pain in my face skin :^)
wondering

I got nap all the day 1:30-3 pm
then 3:35 to 5:30
not all as sleeping but as rest
when I close my eyes I saw alot of thins some as if it's real think that I do it really

I saw om abdullah
also myself many times

really confusing !
don't know what I want to say

but really I'm angry about my work and salory
while we should thank our God
time to pray

mata

before that I'll chick ablog
http://gollydays.wordpress.com/

Sunday, November 23, 2008

let's Smile


this page has been opened since 9am

just I can write now

mata

Saturday, November 22, 2008

Please God

" YESTERDAY IS HISTORY.

TOMORROW IS A MYSTERY.

TODAY IS A GIFT.

THAT’S WHY IT’S CALLED PRESENT. "

God Please make my cousine happy and give her a healthy baby
you know how she saffer an how many kids she lost
please God maybe this will be last chance for her
please give her twine
please let her heart happy
and please God give me what I ask you for a long time
I feel lil of dispointed but still trust you even if I stop what I started to do everynight

still waiting your lightess


..

today I printed a book from my laptop
I like it about japanese phrases I feel I'll not study it like all that expensive books that I bought 3weeks ago
but I'll try

I started like my job
but hope everything will go very well without any misunderstood

oyasomi
:)

my cellphone bill this timr about 120 $
417SR
while should be 350RS
it has been long time not that so low
last february my previous cellphone bill was more than 1800 SR ( 550 $ )
and wrongly my nephew transfare for them from my bank account ( 2900 )
about 900 $
really I wana cry in that month my cellphone stop working and I lost all my number and my money :(
I hate those theives really they stole all my salory as if I work only for them an their crz bills
GO TO HILL STC and ALJAWAL


but sure it's better than my bills before

1$= 3:75 SR

Friday, November 21, 2008

Friday

really how Friday comes so fast
maybe coz it's a special day

this week Abu Reema will stay here coz my brother went to Egypt
this week I gave alot of bumbs even Abdullah shock from me said ya .. lol
but I'm who can't silent for the wrongs tell the truth even if all will hate me :^)
really Allah the only one who know how I try alot to shut my mouth and be quite but I can't
I think it's enoghu to be silent should think loudly

yah yah sometimes I wana know what they are thinking about me
sometimes I'm angry with them and their way which be lil prejudice

but it is ok I still alive and don't care
I try to improve myself and find who I am and what I want
coz really don't know
I still wana be succefull in my work
yah I helpfull .. I help all who ask me that
and that make me happy when they thank me
and I feel rest that I do something good in that day
the vision sometimes not clear for me

but we can do it !