LIFE2

today Noor Said alot of things I can't got it
like how I forgve or break up
and my replay with kidding
I feel that there some thing woried

really she wasn't clear she mess my mind
waiting her replay about what I sent to her

I don't like this way who mention you and mess up unclear way
unbelievable
I am not angry with her
but I don't like who says something like this and leaving

I have a hard pain on my nick and shoulders reaaly so hard I got that stickers
but nothing chang came more wors I can't move will
feel as rebort



time to leave coffee time

eeeeh

stupid things
why we a pologize for who don't desirve it or in other word those who got mad for us without any reason
I didn't do any wrong but I apologized and hurt my proud for them and what I got ?
only hurting my proud and lost them
I respect them and don't wana lose the contact with them
like what happen with sandmask I said sorry for him while I didn't do anything wrong with heim
but I think he still mad and even if stop talking to him and two days ago I try to let him feel that nothing happen like ask inviting .. translate a word and send joke
but I think wast my time
I did what can I do to don't feel sad that I was response to lose him
but I also I can't push myself anymore
he will be welcom any time
but Sorry I can't do something more

see ya Noor PM me:)

おはよう

Congratulation to KSA that it came the first universty in Arabic World and 300 between all universties around the world
it desirvets
I sent SMS to say congratulation to mosy one care about it and who was his dream and massage is the succefull of KSU
and wish next year it will become 150 :)

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I started use internet shorter time
I disided to use it in the nesessery or when I need it like blog or search or studying
Paltalk I think this time is the best time to stop use it there is nothing to do there just come and leave
meaningless
and I want study hard even when I bacj home
I will get a new prenter to prent my lessons and my flash cards and so on
studying and sudoku are berst things available for me to refresh my brain
I never and ever let it stop working
I will do all what can I do


Have a Nice Day :)
today is cloudy very nice

three days

I forgot when I cam here to post
however I feel so sooooooooo Sleepy
tusday was so so tired all the day I was so busy when Itryed to sleep at night I couldn't I stayed untel 5am then I slept till 7:30 then I waked up and stay a houre
even yesterday was lil busy and sleepy after night before
yestaerday was a party in Rmaa & Dahoosh nursy
we enjoyed there so simple and nice party I got alot of photoes I will put it here later
today we got a walk around the bridge with our maed
was so so so soooo nice and funny
only me two girls and the maed
dancing.. playing staying anywhere .. about 90 minuts
I will try to do it everyday
here the kids so funny but Sara amzing unbelievable she put me in shame setuations as she did today

about 4 pm we went outside maybe by feet about 30 mints
we had a barbque
nice weathere .. playing
I was playing ... some boys came around me and Sara
I left after while
after my leaving
they started asking sara about if she have educated !
wallahy when she told me how she answered them I couldn't stop lough I set while we were walking
I told her ya stupid they will not believe you
she is not bad in english but because they asked her religion Q she couldn't explain well
between her answers she said bad words lol
she also talk by sign language looooooooooooooooooool
really if I am not mohajabah has that Neqab I will talk with them too
I like talking with starngers
by the way while we were walking we faced many Dogs
but one of those woner was crule
he asked the dog attacke the leg he thought we will not understand
wallahy I prepare myself to hit him by my foor but the were five men lol
so I kept silent while he asked the dog to hit my leg
Damn(a)
three days ago I started thinking about lerning how to save our selves by fighting lol
I started do that with my nephews as Judo or Kangfoo lol

stupid English people not all of them but some ... and others so gentel and simple with us soooooooo nice

however I wana sleeeeeeeep but waiting Iesh pray
Have a Nice Time
Miss the blog

thinking about next 5years came again
really later I feel my sight not that well
My Sister will come next week maybe saturday
she will go to Exeter then in Friday she will come here with my nephews and niece 'other ister's kids'

Night Sleep Tight

Enjoy ur Moment

there is nothing we can say it is most important in life
but there are alot of things are most important
like love .. friendship .. Happiness .. learning .. and yourself
maybe u r the most important thing for yourself
so you should enjoy your moment enjoy everything around you
enjoy what do u eat .. what do u smell
when I do that really I enjoy it and Feel deep happy
when I lough I feel my loughing comes from the bottom of my heart
I enjoy simple things
really I do
and I remember yhat I got before a handbage there is wreten on it I enjoy Simple things

London at Night

Here is Mayfair House
where we lived
it should be hilton or four season but it is ok (a)

These photoes before three weeks

30 jun
there was a corner really I wish if I could take a photo for it but was imposible

for me it was maust great vew in London (l)

no one can imagen what is it :p

!

The beauty of sky come from that we can't ever touch it

likes our dreams

when we got it we will lose the interisiting of life

there will be nothing for looking !

Managing For Results

11- Making The Future Today .


We know only two things about the future :
It cannot be known.
It will be different from what exists new or particularly striking .

from that book

..

Alot of us scare about what will happen in future , I will be a lier if I said I am not one of them .

but I believe only who think in deeply got this feeling


أؤمن تماما أننا عندما نتحدث عن أمور تضايقنا فإننا نحاول إخفاء أمور أخرى تؤلم أكثر

كل انسان طبيعي يشعر بالالم
لولا الالم لما عرفنا طعم السعادة

أبغض وبشدة أن ينعت شخص بالحزن أو أنه كئيب لكنه مجرد شعور لحظي يمر بنا كما تمر بنا لحظات السعادة ... التفاؤل .. الانتظار .. الامل !

ثرثرة تهدف للتخلص من ثرثرة أخرى

عندي شعور داخلي كلما اقتربت من الارض ازددت أماناً
عندما يأتي أحد من خلفي سواء يخيفني أو يمزح معي فإني أجلس تلقائياً لم أنتبه لذلك إلا عندما نبهني شخصين ماسر جلوسي بمجرد سماعي لصوت أو محاولة العبث !
تذكرت حينها محاولة إحداهن حملي فإني أحاول قدر الامكان التشبث بالارض
عندما أحبط أكره الجلوس على المقاعد أفضل الجلوس على الأرض
مع أنني و لله الحمد لا أهاب الأماكن المرتفعه أو الطائرات بل طبيعية جدا بشأنها
و لا أخاف الأماكن المغلقة

أحيانا أحبط لأنني مختلفة عن من حولي !
أحيانا أعجب بنفسي و تزداد ثقتي بي لأنني أنا التي أنشأتني و بنيتني و أخرجتني بهذه الصورة !

مايغيضني و سبق أن كتبت عنه في مكان أخر
أنه يجتاحني رأين متضادين تماما حول مسألة معينه
فأحتار بين رأيي أيهما أتبع

ليس في كل مرة أتجاهل الآمر و أدعه يمر تلقائياص طبيعيا لابد من اتخاذ قرار

كان والدي الطنطاوي يقول نحن كالنهر الجاري نتبدل مع جرياننا

أحيانا كثيرة أجدني في كتب الطنطاوي وإن كان رجلا شاميا عاش قبل عدة عقود
إلا أن النفس البشرية لا تعرف زمنا أو جنسا أو مكانا
ربما تحكمها مؤثرات خارجية لكن تبقى النفس البشرية هي إن كانت صادقة

كثير ما تستوقفني مدونات أقرأها
أتفكر يالله هذا الشخص يعيش معنا على نفس الارض و تحت نفس السماء !
تنوعت المدونات التي دخلتها مررت بكثير تركت تعقيبات هناك ورحلت نسيت حتى عناوينها
أخرها قبل أسبوع مدونة سنغافوري 15عاما
استوقفتني مدونته لانها ظريفة وفيها نوع من التميز الغريب
مبتدءا باكذوبة استوقفتني وتبادلنا التعقيبات وخرجت
اتمنى أن أزورها يوما أخر

مضطرة للانصراف الان
يوم اخر ان لم تكن لي عودة اليوم !

two hours ago since i opened this page:^)
I watched so scared movie and have a call with Noor with the kids

I have a research should do it now

and still Nora in my mind may Alla help her and her mom


later

some sites

http://www.xanga.com/

http://www.veoh.com/


http://www.scribd.com/

https://join.secondlife.com/

here i have an accont
i will put the others later

こんにちは。

it means konnichiwa

I slept well first thing I did when I open my eyes is hearing my mom voice I called her till finish my topop

then I stay in the kitchen and open MSN and chat with all girls who were online even my nephew who was next to me I chat with hem
I used my nephew laptop when he came I gave it to hem and he brought my own

now listening to Arashi

....

when I createve this blog I disided to let it for my thought and ! blog for my dairy and Hi Japan For my japanese language and what related to books sites and so on
also I wish if I had a blog for my photoes
but no need these days

I also believe no need to prepare what I will write about and think about others what will they think
so I will write as my hand works and pres the keyboards and what my minds sends to my fingers or what ever I will not prepare or thinking befor all what I will do is open the new post and typ

because I will be honest with myself
some of what i typ before i edit or rewrite or what ever

but it is ok

Have a nice day

DON'T U EVER

DON'T U EVER STOP


I WAS WONDERIND TODAY ABOUT SOMETHING
HEART
MY TEENAGER
MY STUPID IDEA IN MY CHILDHOOD


i JUST POINT IT HERE TO TYP ABOUT IT NEXT TIME


WAITING TIME FOR ISHA PRAY

SO TIRED WANA SLEEEEP LONG TIME DIDN'T SLEEP WILL
BUT REALLY IT IS OKKKK
I LIKE THAT
LIKE EVERYTHING HAPPEN


DON'T U EVER STOP
GUESS WHAT IS IT (A)
かっつ

10:45pm

before a houre I got a chating with my sister om lalo
really I laugh about her and what she did when she missed me

she asked me to show her my blog
I will do tomorrow
I have to send an Email To shosho and call sara and go to bookstore and send my blog
I bought a note to write what i should to do
I am so crz about notes I bought 3notes with 30 pounds
and one pen one pencil
really even where I go I should buy notes from everywhere
I have alot alot of kinds of notes and pens in dif sizes and styles
maly-Dubai-here-etc
I love also buying Cups
however I should leave now
Om lulu when you read my blog u should know that I love you u most close sister for me
but I love your doughter more than u
low bettry
time to play with kids now

today I lil happy that I help my friend sara from Qatar to send something important I was like postwoman :p
also I replay a message long time I got it
and send alot of things important

while i lil upset from that teacher who didn't come today I waited her 3hours then I feel I will not welcome her when she come

I can't say anything for her

my brother went to hayona in Exter
I just got happy that he came here
but it is ok

:)

じゃね

ohayou

Reaaly I can't open my eys
yesterday after 5pm I got busy
even I can't take any free time to set relax
I slept at 2:40am
waked up 4am to pray
then waked up 7:30 to look for what i should prepare for my brother
he came yesterday about 8:30pm
and he will leave 10 am
today I didn'y do any photo

yesterday even if I was so so tired even the teacher gave me a maximum of home work
rewrite my essay
find that missing words
and research in Grammare books or internet to Find when we write all the kinds of sentences using v+ing
and find a sentences for all the typ of sentences about 13types
and i have also alot work here
but really really I'm happy that all yesterday I only hear aunt I love you
Abdulla 15years said alot of nice things without reasons
hit me stop talking with me coz I don'y want cry after ur death even u did that i will forgive u and cry alot
even the little kids keep saying alot of so so great things they slept with me made a fight who will be inside me
maybe someone thinks it is foolish things
but these simple things let me happy so so happy .. let me forget everything bad or when i got tired or what ever
but no time for talk more should leave to prepare the boys to go to their classes

should be here

http://www.9-da.com/fls/1.htm

http://www.abunawaf.com/mm-6175.html

May Alla Forgive us

what is the meaning of life if we are not oppay what Alla ask us
ya raaaaaaaab walla we are poor front of u
Alla what is the meaning of life if you are not forgive us
may Alla forgive us
may Alla merce us

ya rab forgive in deeep frgive ya rab really forgive ya raaaaaaaaab forgive:(

ohayou

Good morning

so nice morning .. so nice feeeling

today the weather is amazing .

I waked up the boys about 8:15 to go to their classes after eating breakfast they left

before 2ominuts .

I come now online coz I feel last few days I was lil busy don't come here that so much

also next four day I will be more busy:)

I toke some photoes in hurry for my labtop , my textbook and the weather

Really Really wish all day like today

So nice in Every:)

maybe I will try to come here to do some exrcises

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some links if i lose it one day i will find them here becasue some of them is passords for some files I need in my pc

http://nihongo-dekimasu.blogspot.com/

other link which my teacher gave me was wrong

contuneo later

now it is 12:15pm

I found alot of great websites for books and knowledge

http://knowfree.net/

also this

I am there I have my own library upload 5books there and I will contneo

http://www.scribd.com/

really I like it

戸田y じゃぱねせ

かわい私　レア
権面なさい
ぞっとぞっと
せませいかわい

only try to typ
don't try to read it

じゃね
あれが問うごさいまそ

Explain

Mmm

Before I wrote in somewhere that
the paining is the best way to explain what you want to say
all language will reseve what you want to say
I try to pain or draw but I wasn't that good
I wana draw in the walls I did that in my lasy year in high school i was drawing and writing there I wana go to my scool and see what I wrote there
Maybe I want prove that I was there one day





before months I read " 1 liter of tears " about a sick japanese girl it was her dairly
she kept writing till the end she believes that writing prove that she is ALIVE

I read alot of blogs and essays about her and Quatations from her dairly
I comment there
I told the girls in the school about it
i keep read about her more than month
here in blooger.com
we have this blog Diary of Aya

I watch the drama after that
really a affected
by the way it is a real story happen before 30 years the girl died about 1984 or 1985 I forgot that
while I born in that year there i salot of events happen in that year like what happen in Moroc For Ofkayr family
I will talk about them one day

..

sorry for my poor english
but really I can't write with arabic to explain it in correct way
I only think in English and write by it

I think English better than japanese that I started use it !

Songs

I like a sky when it is blue
that colour makes sky so beauty and so clear and honest
it is a real face for sky when it is a blue
I got this photo from the garden before days
these days mostly we see the Rainbow

today Abu Remaa visited me I miss hem and wana him stay more but everything has an End

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I am not that so interisting about songs or music

but between times i like some songs and keep listen to it then forget it
these days i like Noboy's Perfect
before i keep listen to a japanese songs i like their videoclips it is amazing
i watch some videoclips for KAT-TUN
also Utada Hikarue Prisoner Of love
NEWS .. Arashi
Shuji to akira

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also I watch JDrama by it i study English Coz I watch Jdrama Engl Sub

"kawai whil i writing here the kids come and greet me by their won way "

really the are one of a great gifts from Alla


some times I wondered if I got children will I love them as I do now

Will they love me as they do
I am sure yeah


Today really I feel So Proud about alot of things
while i thinking why that behaviors I hate it and dislike it I got by time without feel it
like talk or repeat some topics I hate it but some times I do it without mintion that

ok there is something wana talk about it
before I believe that when I like someone or trust I lost it
there is alot of examples most of them happen in 2005
really 2005 changed my life but not to bad
it make me new

more free

that year really afect and change my life

Hayfa

my cousen she is aclever so smart so open

she got marred 2005 really after her marred I felt that not every marrage gives the happiness and meaning of life

I feel sorry for her yas her husband nice clever and good one

but her life nothing change to better very normal quite life nothing interisting


while i live alon but I feel my life full of alot of things
alot of work events there a new things every times
i feel i got more excperians than her !


Alla With You
I knew her so well before
I was so close to her
now she lil disappear
she keeps say u r terable !

１０：３０AM

last night I slept after ２３:30 pm ( １：３０KSA)
while my mind full of alot of things I wana stay more to talk about it but time to bed
I wanted to talk about pool .. Ali Altantawy and the people who affect on my life
I wana to talk about why i should talk about my self since I read what Ali Altantawy said that " I talk about myself because there is nothing i can about it .. I only know myself and how we are like the water of rivers ..... etc
I bought everybook i saw for him he is a great person ..very simple very pure ...
because I always talk about him one of my friends name me in her mobile tanatwyah

yes before years when i was in Entermediat school i kept writing also in high school some timew i wrote about 16pages
was colored really i wish if i could understand my handwriting coz i have more than 9notes also in collage even if I have many blogs throw 4years
but papers is different you feel that this is your mistakes .. this is your won way in writing .. you realize yah i was there .. i use this colore not choise it as in blogs and so on
actualy I remember that what i wrote about happiness and thought and playing and nice things

wana put a blog for my photoes but this a stupid pc:'(

I don't know why I like write in English
even if my english poor
but i feel in english i can explain while in arabic i have a very good words i have a good tast in writing in arabic but can't even if i try i can't complete two lines

Wondering

じゃね

Mattar

Today was nice rainy day
dancing under the water was amazing
here with me nieces and nephew i feel happy before a yaer i lived in their house more than 3months
they know me will as i do also love in special way
inshalla this thursday my brothers will come with my youngest brother also
maybe he will take his lil kids and travel to france few days
while abu faisal and me sister's sons and hayoona will come here stay few days
i miss hayoona and her boy
wana call my mom about a wwk i didn't hear her voice everytime i call her no answers
om solaf called me today i miss her and saloofa too

by the way i write this post in a kitchen lol
coz starts raining and i come directly first place was kitchen so i am here
while smell the oil and cooking

it is ok
by the way
sara from Qatar called me last night
even if i didn't meet her i love her she is very clever smart girl
i like her way in thinking but dislike her reveng yah she is cute kind one
but she never forgive who bothers her or mess around her

ok ja nee